Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Listen up

So I don't normally do this kind of thing but I felt like I needed to.

K-bob, you are a special dude to me. I know that 99% of the time I am a big jerk for an older sister and I know that 99% of the time I get on your nerves or say something stupid that annoys the crap out of you but brother I am imperfect. There has been one major lesson that I have learned sense moving out of the house and that is the importance of family. We are all imperfect and so naturally that means that we make mistakes that are sometimes really big and really stupid but brother please know that when I annoy you that I don't mean to. 
I want you to know that I LOVE you brother. I look up to you in so many ways that you're probably not aware of. I think that it is awesome that you have the ability to sit down in front of a piano and right then and there teach yourself how to play a song that you just heard on Pandora or from a movie you really liked. You are so talented when it comes to music. You have the ability to listen to a song and truly get meaning out of it. You make your music a part of you and that is awesome to me! 
You are so skilled with anything that you put your mind to. I remember when you decided you wanted to learn how to ride a skateboard. You were so adamant about mom and dad getting you one ASAP and when they did you got right out there and you worked hard at learning the ropes to skateboarding.
 Brother, you amaze me with your ability to obtain knowledge. 
When you want to learn something you learn it and there is nothing,or no one,that can stop you. You really are an awesome kid. You are super handsome too! You always say you aren't but trust your older sister when she says you're a handsome guy.
 I think it's awesome that you care so much about what goes into your body. You've really educated yourself on anything that you use or eat and I love that I can just call you up or text you and ask if something is or isn't really a good thing to use or eat. 
You've been through so much more than me and the fact that you hold things together so well,even when it hurts,is awe-inspiring. 
I just wanted to let you know that life gets tough but,you are still just starting to see the beauty of it! Buddy, high school is rough but I have to admit. There are a lot of things that you will learn there and one of those things is who you want to be for the rest of your life. Keep your head held high and I know that no one will mess with you or give you crap that you can't handle. 
You have a big annoying family that loves you like crazy and if anything were to happen to you we would be torn apart. No one is worth the pain especially if that person doesn't give or show you the love and respect that you deserve. 
I love you brother and I just thought that you should know that.